The Future of the United States and Western Society

Wow no sympathy for a man who is probably in his last months? You truly are an evil individual aren't you? You're honestly the one who seems miserable. Even I'm not that cold.

 

The reason I have written all of this is due to my deteriorating mental and physical health. Due to my deteriorating mental and physical health (I definitely didn't win the genetic lottery, lol) I don't believe I have much time left. Doctors I've been to can't figure out the lingering hacking cough I keep having and why it isn't responding to meds. I figure there's something more serious.

 

Then what about Europe. Most European countries are white countries, why the pressure to "diversify" there? Again why no pressure to diversify in "non-white countries"?

 

You want my doctor's name. I'll give it to you. Though I know they won't release any information due to HIPAA. Heck I can barely go outside right now due to this hacking cough. I've been coughing up a lung at times for 2 months now. I almost died back in 2018 from strep-pneumonia so I'm not surprised. I really doubt my views are poisoning my body.

I'll be honest. Behind all the remarks I'm scared. It's scary facing the prospect of no longer existing, even though I do believe in either an afterlife or reincarnation.

 

Technically my doctors wouldn't say I'm dying. But you know your body better than a doctor. You can feel things. It feels as though I'm not going to get better. I actually do think I'm dying.

 

Thank you. Not to make light of it but maybe this is God realizing I'm not meant for this world at this time either, lol. If I don't laugh I'll cry. Especially considering no one who knows me actually knows.

 

To semi get back on topic. If some of you think I should change, then how do I change? Since many of you don't agree with my views. That's my biggest challenge, I don't know how to change.